I have long seeded trust issues that I need to bury in the soft sand. I need to look at what is in front of me with unclouded eyes and make a decision. Either be happy with the current path, or get the fuck off it.
I hope that running away from home brings me closer to where I need to be as opposed to just a momentary break from reality. Will see what is on the flip side.
Mahalo nui loa